why is it super popular to have a tumblr dedicated to drugs, blood and boobs?
just noticing a recent trend…
it’s really weird, watching my little girl be held like a baby by her daddy.
she’s so big now that her body awkwardly slumps in his arms and he can barely hold her up. i can’t really remember what she was like when she was small. it feels like so long ago that i was carrying her in my belly.
the other day she said “mommy, i just don’t want to turn four soon. i want to be little forever…so we can play together.” and it almost brought tears to my eyes because it reminded me that everyday she is getting older and there is nothing i can do to stop it. i now know how my mother felt when i was growing up. one day, ellery won’t want to play with me anymore, and that just breaks my heart.
i am trying to make this a year where i intentionally set up the scope of what our relationship will be like forever. i know that sounds weird, but i haven’t gotten a whole lot of time with my little girl (in comparison to other moms). ever since she was born, i’ve had to work, go to school. sometimes i wish i could just stay home with her, but i know i’d eventually lose my mind.
i wish that i could run in slow motion for a little bit because she sure is growing up fast.
Today we went to Safari Sams with a friend from work and her daughter. Ariel is a few years older than Ellery but they still manage to have fun together :) Ellery didn’t want to leave! But here’s a little pic from today!
Me: Ellery, are you going to have a baby one day?
Ellery: No, I’m going to have two babies.
Me: You’re going to make mommy and daddy a grandma and grandpa.
Me: Yes, when you have babies, we become grandma and grandpa.
Ellery: And when you have a baby, you’re mommy and daddy?
Ellery: I want YOU to have a baby. Two babies. Daddy can carry one in his tummy and you can have one in yours.
let’s take a pit-cho mommy.